Thursday, November 08, 2007
Was thinking about the storyline of
Anna&Anna when i was bathing
and i realised that it's not about choosing the type of life you want.
- there is only one way.
Sometimes, we find ourselves struggling to move on with our lives
or to hang on to whatever that is left.
I'm not sure about my choice now..
When i was much younger and naive, i would have chosen to hang on and put hopes on the remaining glimmer of light, hoping that it will rekindle someday, as long as i try hard.
However, this choice that we made would be doubted in the future
and we'll always ask ourselves,
"what if i walked out of the door during that time?"
"how would i be like?"
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Perhaps there is not enough courage to do so,
if he didn't give you enough reasons to leave.
So you would think of the worst possible ways that he would have treated you,
which will justify that walking out would be the right choice.
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The movie portrayed the perfect life if you were to step out.
Having everything that you've ever wanted in your current life.
A fashionable young lady, a successful career
and even having someone who listens, cares and loves you so dearly
even though you couldn't be bothered about him.
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It is the direct opposite as he is everything that you longed for.
while he is also a reflection of urself,
of everything that u've sacrificed,
of every effort that u've given.
Perhaps, this gives u the assurance of having someone who loves u more than u do for him
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But, as perfect as dreams may be,
we tend to take a step back and ponder if those are we want,
and what if all we ever wanted was to be in that special someone's arms?
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For she may seemed perfect but all she ever wanted was what i have now
and all she ever wanted was to stay.
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As pessismistic as it may seem,
i feel that this existence of this reason in the future may be just to justify our silly selves on our decision of staying.
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i don't know why did i interpret it this way..
and it's not the surface of choosing between a materialistic life or caring for your loved ones.
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However, I do agree that it's the little words and gestures that makes someone else feel loved and encouragements would really be their pillars of strength.
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anyway,
it's a rather sloww show..lol
Something Magical
2:08 AM
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