i seemed to get sore eye very easily these days.. like out of the blue, after i bathed, my eye will become very red and itchy and abit painful.. :(
is it coz of the contact lens solution thingy? but it happens even when i wore dailies.. and i realised that my eyelashes keeps falling into my eyes.. i don't want to have no more eyelashes left :(
i don't know how to use the eye wash thing how do u open ur eyes, tilt the cup side to side and rinse it?
when i take a step forward, i find myself falling back two steps instead.
can't believe that i nearly couldn't find where is LT18, and was nearly lost in school again. "-.-
ok..i really seldom go to northspine and never did i know that there's like up to level 5 or sth there.. coz in southspine..the floors go by basements.
but i met so many of gip pple today at the area! and aj said that it's coz they are all engineers.. very true! lol..
sometimes i'll think of what if i'm that particular person... so..what if i'm an engineer? lol.. *faints*
was pretty inspired by the talk on M.I.C.E. industry.. used to think that events management etc is fun but i guess it's not really my cup of tea.. i'm still so uncertain of what is my interest and i hvn been doing much in terms of finding a job. just feel that i'm not prepared yet.. sigh.
she has this precious moments love shaped mug from her cuteboyboy and she placed it on top of her dictionary.
everytime when she wants to take the dictionary, she will have to lift the mug up. and when she does that, she would inevitably touch and admire at the mug for a period of time before leaving it aside and use her dictionary.
after finding the words, she'll stack the dictionary back on the shelf and before putting back the mug into its place, she would hold and look at it again for awhile.
i was creating a wishlist on facebook and it says that they would be giving out gifts that are less than a particular value. but i realised that none of mine are tangibles; with presence of high worth to only those who value them.
tangible: capable of being perceived especially by the sense of touch; capable of being precisely identified or realized by the mind
what if the sense of touch is so deep that it touches your heart? what if the experience is so perfect that it engraves deep in your mind?
and what if.. you held on to the somethings that could not be felt, somethings that were not there?
when there were storms, i used to long for days when everyday is filled with joy. when everything was perfect, it's too fragile to withstand any of the future storms.
perhaps..
there's really a reason why you can look up every night, every star in heaven is in its place
there's a reason why the full moon pulls the tide and waves rolling to a shore that always wades
just like the sun belongs in the morning sky, for at least another million reasons why.
perhaps, all of us would be able to find the reasons and somewhere that we truly belong.
the other time when accounting tut changed to TR85, we had a little difficulty locating it. today i was really lost when services changed to Executive Seminar Room.
i've never knew the existance of this room. i walked until the end of S3 to realised that i've reached the SAO. up the hill "-.-
don't know why for the past weeks, my phone will just lose the network connection for the first 30mins im in sch :(
i felt really dumb and was so late for class that i totally gave up went to FAL.
luckily i met one of my classmates there and we went to class to see that the presenting group was already at their conclusion slide.. lol..
i'm in year 3 and still getting lost in sch. zzz.
anyway, i like the way gerard conducts his classes. just that it suddenly seems like Integrated Marketing Comm and Product & Pricing keeps appearing but the both of us have not taken the modules yet! and he thought that the presentation was our 105th one so it was nothing to us. *faints*
come to think of it, it seems like we have only taken 1 marketing spec module. lol.
This song keeps playing in my head and listening to it makes me feel happy and free :)
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are gray You'll never know dear, how much I love you Please don't take my sunshine away
The other night dear, as I lay sleeping I dreamed I held you in my arms But when I awoke, dear, I was mistaken So I hung my head and I cried.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are gray You'll never know dear, how much I love you Please don't take my sunshine away
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are gray You'll never know dear, how much I love you Please don't take my sunshine away
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel.
Saw the AB005 video on IDEO that is posted on youtube. was quite happy watching it as i could see that alot of effort was put in..
i didn't want to take that module and i didn't want to watch the filming.
"the key that doesn't fit the lock" so why try to open the door at all?
well, it's nice watching everyone's video :)
my first driving lesson was pretty fun and the instructor was entertaining.. he said some people said that the car has 5 wheels coz 4 + 1 steering wheel.. "-.-
tried the S road and got thru without going up the curb during my 3rd attempt.. :) going for my second lesson later.. hope it's fun :)
I'm going to have my first driving practical lesson tmr! it's 27 times scarier than presentation!! and i have no idea if i need to get a PDL before that..
my bro was laughing at me when i was reading the final theory book that was saying how to hold the steering wheel.. -.-
hope i will survive the 2 hours well.. really don't want to go... :((
ok..i shall be brave and remember the time when kelly taught me to drive that dodge in the carpark of madness.
i love this song and here is the lyrics that i typed out :)
Is this what eyes were never meant to see
The end of hope and all it meant to me How can i find the strength to carry on another day Without my pride there's nothing left to say Is this the way my life was meant to be?
Too late for me to say that i was wrong Perhaps the weak believe that they are strong I thought that if i tried I'd find a way to earn their trust Yet all I've known and loved has turned to dust It seems there was no way I could belong
The fire that burns within your heart The pain that tears your life apart The rain that falls from broken skies The love I list beneath the lies And must I face the truth alone? Is this the end of all I've known? The years I gave, the tears I cried Why dream of love, when love has died?
I know one day the story will be told And in the end the secrets will be sold And will they look at me and say I should have known the end Perhaps i did but why should I pretend? I only dreamt of love and growing old
The fire that burns within your heart The pain that tears your life apart The rain that falls from broken skies The love I lost beneath the lies And must I face the truth alone? Is is the end of all I've known? The years I gave, the tears I cried Why dream of love, when love has died...
