In a cold winter night,
there were two hedgehogs.
they were freezing so badly
that they needed warmth from each other.

However,
when they snuggled together,
their spines inevitably prick each other.
It hurts both of them so much.
It also hurts to see the pain they caused to the other.

They tried to stay away from each other,
but the cold was too much for them to take.
they needed each other so much.

Again and again,
they got together closely,
got pricked and hurt,
left each other
and suffered in the harsh weather.

This repeated several times
until they found the perfect distance between them.

the distance that they could get warmth from each other
and also not hurt or get hurt at all.
3:35 PM

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i saw something just now.
perhaps i shouldn't be there.
i'd rather i didn't see it.
i'd rather not to know it.
i knew something was wrong,
it won't be so simple.
i'm very sad.
there's nothing i can do.
should i say it out?
no..
i shouldn't.
i can't.
i will not.
i took it naturally at first.
but i can't stop and keep thinking about what i saw.
did i do the right thing?
perhaps it's not.
why didn't i want to clear my doubts?
why didn't i want to see it with my own eyes?
because i'm afraid to know the truth.
i'll never have the courage to face it.
i won't know what to do.
all i can is pretend.

guess i will know the answer later.
can i pretend that nothing has happened?

i need to stop thinking.

astro was really boring.
i felt so sleepy.
u zoomzoom and came to keep me company
coz mitch didn't go and aijia overslept.
maybe i shouldn't hv gone too!
lol.
anyway, left after the first half of the lect
and decided to go for gelare and Xmen!
i think the show is rather disappointing.




iheartyou.
10:34 PM

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A bumpy boat ride
and we reached ubin!

By the time we were there,
it was already pretty dark.

A minivan and we reached Mamam beach.

It was my first time looking through a telescope!
first was binary stars
then was the super niceeee
Jupiter!
saw the shades of the planet
with four moons which appeared as little stars around it!
so amazing!!

the first constellation i saw was the big dipper in ursa major.
big dipper has a star that points to polaris which is the north star!
is this how they tell the direction?

followed by constellations of scorpio
and the of course, your teapot sagittarius

Nightwalk was rather interesting
with people sitting around in the middle of the dark forest.
so scariee!!

Nothing beats lying on the ground,
gazing at the millions and millions of stars high up in the sky.
Falling asleep with breeze on your face
and the sounds of the waves right beside you,

Waking up to see the peeking sunrise in the distant,
a little kelong floating peacefully
and a low tide which unveiled the sandy shore.




it's so nice to be close to nature.
so nice to have you by my side.
8:51 PM

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i'm going to see stars tmr!!

astro club pple din reply.
even if they dowan us to go,
we will tag along!
heez..

so excited!!
hope it will be fun!
x)

went to prata house for dinner.
saw my cousin there.
we used to be so close.
then now we only see each other around 3 times a year.
grandparents' bdae and cny.
well,
he's the only person i called korkor.
lol.
feel so wierd calling that now.
even my 5 year old cousin call me by my name.
-.-
1:01 AM

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a little exploration of the west.
ice skating rink
nv went before.
IMM
looks so foreign.
lol.

a long and adventurous journey home.
:)

dinner was sooo goood!
dimmed lights.
perfect service.

yesterday's dinner was..
sigh.
when i get excited over little cute little earrings,
they are so different.
it's not that i don't want to know them better.
i know it's very important.
but i don't want things to be so superficial.
so all i did was eat and stone.
i want a chopard too!
i will work hard!
xP

spent alot.
half of $300 is still quite alot.
zZz
feel bad to be a money waster.

ordered the pink chiffon dress.
really hope its nice
and not too disappointing.
11:37 PM

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just love seafood d'sire.
caught davinci code at suntec.
went in so late!!
xP

glad that i read half of the book.
so know what's going on
but didn't know the answer to the mystery.

think that the show is not so nice.
not much emotions.
very rush.
well, they can't possibly put every detail in a movie.

astro quiz is over!
quite lucky that my questions were about what i read.
though there were a few i had no idea.
with the effort i put in,
don't expect much.
lol.
will study hard for next one!!
promise*

went online to search for the "trip" to pluto.

"Jan. 19, 2006 -
A massive Atlas 5 rocket blasted off its
Cape Canaveral launch pad on Thursday,
hurling humanity's first Pluto probe into space to
begin a 9 1/2-year trek to the most distant planet
in the solar system. "

set off already!!
9.5 years later..
what will we be like?
remember to see the news then k!
11:14 PM

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last night was a rather bad one.
i've learnt not to tear anymore.
haiz.
luckily my fever subsided this morning.

went out to see sunkists,
vitamin Cs,
panadols,
and a big surprise at my doorstep.
:)

was feeling so dead.
wobble wobble
super mafan
all the way.
then under the strict supervision,
i finally started reading.
then felt loads better after that.

had dinner twice.
omg!
must remember the feeling of full
and not sink deeper.
lol

polka dots brolly is definitely no!!
after choosing loads of brolly,
found the perfect one.
a sweet walk home
under the rain
:)

went to see doctor
as cough is quite bad and
can't stop sneezing.
asked for a MC just in case i'm too sick for tmr's quiz.
the doctor asked if i need another MC for PE!!
PE?!!
that was like so long ago k..
zZz

love you*
don't finish the book in a day
when i can't even finish half in 2 weeks k?

P.J. : super corn cup mixer
10:13 PM

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totally feel upside down.

sorethroat.
stomachache.
headache.
cough.
pms.

and an ulcer caused by my wisdom tooth.
i'm really scared to extract it out!
it's not a normal extraction.

must be very painful!!
:(

should i go for operation and extract it out?

zhi told me that she was going to extract 4 at a go.
hope she is doing fine!
maybe i should be brave too.
just a little brave.
1:15 AM

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I was packing my room and found a jar of Bergamot Salt Scrub
that i bought last year.
sometimes i just forgot that some things actually existed.

A tinge of lemon smell fills the room as crystals of salt dissolves.
The scent of a soothing cup of earl grey.
A sensualising scent of aromatheraphy,
calming the senses,
refreshing the body.

bergamot essential oil, sesame oil, and soy oil.

awesome.
8:56 PM

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yay!
the astro club pple finally replied.
so excited to go.
next saturday!
hope to see many many beautiful stars
and *fireflies!!

bought the astro textbook.
supposed to be studying
but there are too many things that i prefer doing.

feel so bad that my davinci code book is only half read
:(

the feeling of suffering from will power of dieting and
having someone to tempt you every single time
with delicious yummy food.
xP

pretty butterflies
in the colour i love most.
:)
2:36 PM

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What i do during astro lesson:
try very very hard to pay attention
and decipher what the lecturer is talking about.
stare blankly.
try to stop my eyes from closing.
daydream to keep myself awake.
and thank god that i'm not in engineering.

went to bugis with mitch today!
so many things!!
love the skirt and the shoes alot
prettypretty*
:)

went to draw money like for the first time.
don't like to draw it from the uob one.
they'll send a statement every month
so mum will know how much i spent
and what i spent on!!
luckily got the posb one..
just hide the bankbook.
supposed to be my lifelong savings though.
lol.

next time must bring more cash out!
opps
xP

omg!
i feel a little earthquake now.
the ground is shaking,
making me so dizzy.
a small woopsy here.
but must've been a huge tremor there.
sigh.

tomorrow is coming very soon!!
11:32 PM

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love the marks & spencer's chocolate cookie.
not that it's especially chocolatey,
but it reminds me of childhood.
i think that it tastes like those biscuits that babies eat
those that will melt directly in your mouth.
certaintly i don't remember the taste of it when i was still a baby.
it's when i always have a bite of my siblings'.
lol

went to see lots of houses today.
really hope that i can move house soon!

today we went to this house which is currently occupied.
i think it's kind of sweet.
suddenly wished that i will grow up faster and have a home.

it reminds me of huimin's personality test.
what do u want in ur dream house?
i do not have a dream house actually,
i just want a place i call home and
with someone inside.

the difference between a house and a home.

***

a voice so near yet so far.
10:23 PM

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It was my first time sending someone home!
:)

the bash at *momo was fun!
with *dearests


*dzung *me *mitch

it was rather squeezy.
poor boy was so tired after so many events,
so we went off first.
sent me home and went back again.
drained. tired. playful. mahjong. bilateral ties.
feel so bad.


the shakey and sweet bus ride home


while you are away..
10:12 PM

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i'm sooo in love with a *photo
that i spent my time staring at it.

crazy.
12:22 AM

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i'm finally in the big 2s!!
omg!
so old already!!

felt that i've really grown up after all that happened.

something happened last night.
i don't know why i keep crying.
i felt very scared.
perhaps it's because i thought that i've finally escaped.
it's more of fear.
what is it for after so long?
glad that after some cleared thoughts,
i accepted it as a gift from a friend.

On a happier note,
someone brightened it all up by being there all the time.
so happy to have a super yummy pasta for lunch!
specially from you* to me
packed with warmth and sweetness*
:)


eat more veggies!
don't waste food!


yay!
got e illustrated version of the book!
more incentive to start reading and be wiser
i really need to gain more knowledge
xP

it's been such a long time since i've read.
hope i can finish reading before the movie starts!
*lovely bookmark will accompany me

i just want to say,
thank you for everything.
11:50 PM

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just love shopping with mum!
buy many many things and
no need to feel sinful at all
:)

she says i got motive everytime i want to go out with her.

yay!
going to play mahjong at mitch's place tmr!
so exciting!!
but i duno how to play at all..
was staring at grandma's pai
trying to decipher something
and still no idea.
just thinking of how to stack the wall
zZz

i'm talking to a crazy man who is so high
for duno wat reason.
1:42 AM

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weee!
so happiee..
had a great time yesterday
at marina steamboat
thanks to dearest
mitch*
jiehui*
sherfen*
dzung*

the pretty top
with the pretty laces
in a pretty flowery print.
love it :)

*lovely daisy

not forgetting the big surprise
who came along with the yummilicous mango* cake

and the aunite who sneakingly gave us free live prawns
coz of my bdae
lol..she's so cute!

*love all of u so much!*
3:13 PM

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strawberry babies*
so pretty!

obviously it's not made by me.
mine is too ugly to be seen
:(

it's good to hv a bro to lick clean the plates.
and good to hv someone who eats everything,
no matter how eeks they look.
lol

caught you are my sunshine*
at cineplex
it's so touching..
certain things are so familiar.
it's very sweet
though the happiness they had will never last.

just felt very sad when i saw all his sufferings
and when he showed how much he loved her
no matter who she is
and what she did.

cried when she appeared to be heartless
and melted when she found out how much he had suffered.

perhaps it's all that they went thru
that made their love strong.
however,
no matter how deep the promise was,
he still forgot it
until he realised that she's gone.

You are my sunshine,
my only sunshine.
You make me happy
when skies are grey.
You'll never know,
dear,
how much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
10:34 PM

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you lent me your shoulders to cry upon.
you showed me the way.
you said no one is ever perfect.

you are always there,
when i could give you nothing.

i can talk to you as a friend,
talk to you about things which hurt you,
but u always know how i feel.

all the things u did,
all the times we shared together,
makes everything complete.




you make up the colours of my life

love*
2:56 PM

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