i love transformers!
it's really "the best show this summer!"
heez...

celebrated my bro's birthday too,
a day in advance at majestic,
a very unique place!

my first time eating awfully chocolate cake,
pretty nice..and it's similar to our fav Lana's :)

then went to my grandparents' place and gave them $50 each
coz it was my first pay!
even though they don't need it at all,
it feels really nice deep in my heart
maybe they'll realise that i've finally grown up!
:)
11:22 PM

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i was feeling glad that in just 3 more weeks,
i can finally take a rest.

but it seems like my PA will never end.
until the whole project is completed.
even when school starts,
i will still have to continue,
be it after school or saturday.
:(

i know that we should be responsible for what we are doing
and not leave it hanging in the air.

just that im really tired and stressed out,
i used to like to think of the various marketing ideas,
but it seemed so tough
now that im so drained.

have to think of work and do them even during weekends
and after work.

am i not good at handling stress?
is internship like that?
does learning have to take place in the hard way?


i really wonder how is my performance.
8:19 PM

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Once again,

it's like when you feel that you've finally achieve some results,
but you face the fact that it's totally wrong.
a sudden drastic change of emotion.

it makes me think if it's coz i tried too hard,
to get something that was never meant to be mine.
and that blessing in disguise turn out to be leading to another pitfall.

that only makes me feel guilty of not showing what I was thought to be.
to fall so low behind it all.

it's really tough to feel so lousy.
please make me smart and
please don't happen again.


i dislike the constant weariness and headaches.
i need to find the motivation to go on
or is it not because of the strive,
but just me.


i'm alright,
just need to have a space to voice my thoughts.
10:49 PM

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7:38 PM

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My first Picturehouse movie, Darwin's Nightmare.
A documentary that seemed boring, especially at the start.
Many people left during the movie.

It totally showed the effects of globalization,
where every people living in poverty is part of the system - the system where only the fittest survives.
only their well-being is being looked after.
it's really sad to see how the Tanzanians live, especially the children.

Planes came empty
but left with loads of fillets.
Leaving behind the unwanted parts
and these maggots infested fish heads are the food for the locals.

It's the first movie I watched that ended in silence as the credit rolls.
It may not be very good but the truth showed in it is really bitter.


***


thank you for being here.
15 loves*
11:25 PM

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I'm feeling sad and demoralized.
Didn't know that it can be so hard.
We tried and some things don't come easily.
Is it coz we are not good enough
such that a lot of effort is needed to come up with just a little thing?

I agree that things are taking too long to be done.
But we are always asking when in doubt.

Just hope that things will be fine
and I will stop feeling this way.

I know that it's for my own good and I should be strong under this pressure.
Can I do that?

I'm having backaches
and my retainers broke since last week.

Everything is breaking down.
I need a getaway.


At least ended the day meeting up with beautiful people :)
10:11 PM

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caught my first R21 movie though its rated that coz of homosexual theme and not other things.
it's those chinese movies that has a lot of meaning in it :)


guess i'm too used to the times we spent together,
where the world revolved around us,
and we only had each other to depend on.

such that i find that there is so little time these days,
with weekdays being the same routine
and weekends just fly pass.


i'm dreading work now..
it's pretty stressful.
only nearly halfway through it..
i need a break.


你会一直在吗?
10:26 PM

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i had the best and crispiest tonkatsu!
:)


i'm so lazy to blog these days...
11:35 PM

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i got an ipod! =)

hee..will treat it as my 21st bdae present
since my 18th one is a mini..

now i can carry the beautiful photos and someone's skydiving video around..
it's so pretty!
i'm so happy!


and most of them are back in singapore =)
1:07 PM

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