I'm not done with the templates yet
but just need somewhere where i can confide to.
for the past week, i've been visiting my grandma who is in hosp.
hope she will recover very soon.

u've been so busy.
staring at the phone.
waiting for ur msg.
just one msg at the end of the day.

well, guess im used to it.

even though u don't tell me anything,
i try to understand.
i really want to know what u are going through.
so at least i can be there for u.
i was told that there's no need for me to know
about the shit u are going through.
coz it is enough just to see me at the end of the week.

u told me the same too.
when you were in ocs and things were so tough but u just kept it to urself.
am i really the strength that made u went through the tough trainings?

u seem to be always so far away.

do u still remember the time when u were having attachment at
St John's Island and i went to find u?
come to think of it, it's rather scary to be alone in the big ferry.
and we missed the last ferry home!
luckily there was a kind person who let us on his boat and sent us to clifford pier.

the six weeks that u went sailing.
south china sea.
east china sea.
yellow sea.
from freezing korea to burning kotakinabalu.
the hot packs from me that u couldn't bear to use though it was freezing cold.
my silly boy.

all i did was just right here waiting for u to come home safely.
.
.
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sigh. after saying all these,
i can't make myself to be unhappy with u anymore.
x)

ok..hope u can sneak out later!
seeing u once/twice a week is not enough!
3:16 PM

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